Been doing YouTube for about a year and it doesn't feel like I'm growing fast enough (only have 30 subs and some are just school friends) and I really feel I deserve it because how much work and time I put into all my videos while some people who just do crappy, no time needed, and careless videos have way more views and more subs than I do so however reads this may you please help me because this sort of depressed me a while ago