When I first started Youtube, I was in it for sorta of the wrong reasons. I wanted lots of subscribers, and I still do. Just not in the same way. Part of my journey started when I applied to three really good internships and got the "Sorry, you are over qualified" email. It hurt so much. I felt like they were judging me based on the fact that I was in a wheelchair and not the experience I have. So decided to start my own channel. I have always wanted to "famous". Not movie star famous. I wanted something in the middle. I figured that Youtube was a great stepping medium. But as things processed, I realized that I loved making content and underneath everything I had a message to share. I want to spread love and education about disability in a fun and humorous way. I want to make others happy in general. But the most important lesson I have learned is to be aware of why I do things. Looking back on things I didn't want any of my internships I applied for. I only did it for the status symbol and that is not how I want to live my life. So friends, I did hit a milestone. My milestone is emotional growth, my milestone is realizing that until we are happy with ourselves, we will never be happy.
