Gaming Introducing myself to Freedom.

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Ian WasHere

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Feb 6, 2016
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Well, I guess i have to brave up to do this with you guys. Hi, as you may know from my channel name, i'm Ian. I do CS:GO commentary (Stories, Rants, etc.) on my channel. Although my channel has over 2.8k views, my subscriber count is low. My story? Well. I have been on YouTube for a long time. I had at least 5 channels. I started my first channel back in 2008. I met some people at my school who had over 300 subscribers counting every day and I wanted to meet the guys. I didn't know it would be a mistake for my entire YouTube channel. I made many videos with these guys, but even between them there wasn't that good of a friendship. One day in a Skype call they invited one of their friends who I didn't even know but that dude instantly hated me. They all started fighting, it was horrible. All of their channels made angry videos against each other. Now back to the one that hated me. He was a black hat hacker, somebody who is set on destruction. My channel was destroyed. and when I asked for help from my "friends" I was ignored, forgotten, like a worthless doll to an older child. I moved to a second channel I had at the time, and there I was targeted by the fans of these guys channels and at school it wasn't any better. I shut down my second channel after death threats came in. 3 years later I created a New channel, which is still out there today but I don't want to look at it. I was hounded at school by my own best friends for my videos and how I avoided the kids with the big channels at my school. 1 year later after quitting that channel, I made a channel with two really good friends of mine and what we would do is just play games and talk because both of them had moved away from where I went to school and we couldn't talk much elsewhere. One of my friends betrayed me one day when we wanted to have a big call with a bunch of my friends to just relax. She was such a jerk during that whole conversation, destroying everything we had worked on for the channel. Of course the video didn't go up and I haven't talked to either of those people in years. To think we would work so hard on a channel to be together and just to attack it and destroy everything, I just didn't want to go back. Then late last year I decided to make my own channel, no string attached, just me and the viewers. It has been tough to maintain this channel and I do need some motivation. My parents both don't have jobs and I live in a small apartment. I do what I can to entertain people and such but at home its another situation. If you would at least leave a subscribe on my channel, it would make my day. Thanks. -Ian
 
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